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09 July 2011 @ 11:02 pm
 OMG I can't believe I miss this song by the super talented Yoshiki, the second man I would love to be my husband (the first one is Jaejoong~) and my first favorite band ever X-Japan
*die in happiness*

credit: as tagged in the video

The lyric is so deep~ I understand how yoshiki wants to reunite again after so long
Gosh, why all the band that I love end up being disband or inactive... :'(
From aucifer to DBSK, panick! at the disco to linkin park (thanks God the last two release an album this year)....
Sometimes it makes me feel why should I bother to even like them if they end up being seperated.. just being a regular fans so it will not hurt so much and easily replace.
But it's hard, especially if the one that you like is not only bless by androgyny handsome look, adorable personality and crazily talented like my future hubby Jaejoong and my first crush Yoshiki... 
I amazed how they can make me happy and smile in a second and crying mess in a minute.

Ahhh... The joy of being a fangirl~
Current Location: my room
Current Mood: enthralledenthralled
Current Music: scarlet love song - xjapan
24 May 2011 @ 08:58 pm

I really love the song from Panic at the Disco - New Perspective.

Brendon Urie really rocked during his acoustic performance ^^

Love the lyric, especially since it describe how badly I want to leave my workplace and start with a new perspective 

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Current Location: my room
Current Mood: mellowmellow
Current Music: panic at the disco - new perspective
07 April 2011 @ 10:05 am
(TRANS) Prain’s Owner Writes About Jaejoong, JYJ, and C-JeS (credit to JYJ3)

The below is a post that the owner of Prain, which is JYJ’s press agency, made on April 5th. In it, he talks about his encounters with Jaejoong, Yoochun, and Junsu and details his impressions.

The owner also reveals that Jaejoong took time out of his packed schedule during Tokyo Dome last year and flew to Korea to attempt to meet with his former bandmates. He also reveals that Yunho and Changmin refused to meet with Jaejoong.

Please be respectful to Jaejoong, Yoochun, and Junsu — and the group JYJ —  in your comments. That is the fundamental ground rule of JYJ3.


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Personal Opinion (don't read if you don't want XD):
Personally, it is really hard for me to read this article because there're a lot of translated news/blog/he said she said article regarding JYJ and Homin situation and since I'm not capable in reading or understanding Korean language, I don't know which article is true or not. People can translate things into something that good for one opinion only. But this is something that I want to share because regardless everything, I'm glad that the Kim Jaejoong that I have grown to love and admire this couple of years is true to himself and still the one and only that I thought still behave like a normal person in society despite his fame and talent.
I love how he still try to keep contact with yunho and changmin, I don't want to think negatively that they're refused to meet Jae, maybe the circumstances didn't allowed them to meet (Jae suddenly came, so maybe it clashed with Homin's schedule). The fact that Jaejoong make effort (and still do that) to keep in touch with his friends show how he valuable their friendship. I sees it as adorable and really nice things that he does it, and it make me fall for him more.
I hope in the end whether there will be JYJ and DBSK (duo) seperated or DBSK as five comeback, I just wish they will be happy for every path that they take.

Kim Jaejoong Hwaiting!!!
~Always keep the faith~ Hope to the end..
more importantly..

Current Location: my office
Current Mood: melancholymelancholy
Current Music: Bruno Mars - Talking to the moon
26 December 2009 @ 01:56 pm
With a little bit love from yunho

Together with happy ogling jaejoong

With a cute smile from Junsu

A mischievous look from yochun

And of course, the least but not last,

With a cute pout from changmin,

I want to say


For all my friends and fans of DBSK/THSK/TVXQ from around the world!

May all the bad things happened this year to our boys and us as their fans, will be wash away and a better and brighter year will welcome us.


DBSK FIGHTHING!!!!! DBSK Saranghe~ ^^


Bonus: and what’s christmas wihout some a litte bit of love from….

(my favorite kiss >_< Jae, you're such a tease)



A big happy Dong Bang Family??

(anyone who snap this pic is TOTALLY
 AWESOME, it's Yosu and Yunjae (with the pink elephant) GYAAAAA)


Current Location: my room
Current Mood: happyhappy
Current Music: santa claus is coming to town - DBSK
01 October 2009 @ 06:44 pm
I have to say I'm really satisfied with cdjapan ^^
My Color ~Melody and Harmony~ CD and 4th Live Concert The Secret Code DVD came today, just in time >o<
I really like the cover design and the CD design, just like the title, they really colorful.

For Color ~Melody and Harmony~ I only bought the CD only version, the DVD really killed my wallet so I can only afford the CD.
But I must say I'm really satisfied, even tough sadly I got Yochun for my bonus cover but well.. I already got Jaejoong as my bonus cover for Bolero CD, I guess I can't get lucky twice =_='' He looks a little bit.. weird in this photo? He looks different.. and older -_-

As for the The 4th Live Concert DVD -The Secret Code- the design cover is as usual, a little bit dull, but since the name is The Secret Code, you can't hope for the happy go lucky aura around the DVD right?

If only my country regulation is not that LAME and Annoying, I should got it faster -__-"
I can't wait for weekend to come >_<

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Current Location: my room
Current Mood: happyhappy
Current Music: Shelter - JaeChun Tohoshinki
29 August 2009 @ 02:24 pm

I know I shouldn't do it right now (with a TON of paper work I have to do now -__-" I miss my college days~)
But I can't help it T^T

MY AADBSK 3 coming today <3 <3 <3

I know about the boycott that Cassie do for all SM stuff and merchandise, but I already bought it at YesAsia before I read the announcement so I can't cancel it >_< I already pre-order it before the lawsuit coming, sorry guys.
Anyway I can't help but feel really happy and relieve today, after a hectic week at my office (being an auditor at the big four sometimes suck)
and it's still going on though, It's such a great stress relieve for me ^^
Thanks God no one in my office now about my account in LJ -__-" they will scold and tease me for sure if they now XD~

The box is a hardcover, with 6 DVD in 3 plastic case. Too bad it's plastic, it should be a hard case like their 2nd concert DVD but well it's much better than buy the Japan version, the Korean version is cheaper and have an English subbed ^^ what can I say? I still have to save for buy their 4th concert DVD -__-" they just know how to drain my wallet, don't they?

my cute JaeJae also want to take picture with the DVD, isn't he adorable??

The cover for each case are amazing >o< they look really manly and mature now, compare to the AADBSK 1&2. Each photograph have a really nice background and nicely taken. I must score nine out of ten for the photos ^^ not only because our boys look FREAKING HOT on each photo, but the background and the porpotion are great too, definitely a high quality. Hopefully the DVD wouldn't be dissapointed, I can't wait to watch the YunJae couple talk. (I have to finish my 'homework" ASAP >.<)

I used my first salary to buy the DVD, I hope it worth (but I think everything that the boys sold never dissapointed me so far so I have a good feeling about these ^^)
I'm glad I still have a luxury like this
, I'm not sure I still have time to follow their news all the time, once you got into a real world, you lost all the privilege to become a fan girl, except you work on the same industry with them. Hopefully next week my work won't bitching on me so I can watch the DVD -__-

Enough for my rambling, have to get back to work now ^^
wish me luck~



Current Location: my room
Current Mood: chipperchipper
Current Music: Beautiful life by dbsk
09 August 2009 @ 04:10 pm
That's the first thing that come to my mind after I read the letter.
If this letter is really Jaejoong's letter than I assume he really love DBSK and I'm sure, he won't let DBSK disband just like that.
I love you guys, I always believe in you so please, don't let stupid SM destroy our trust to you.
DBSK FOREVER!!! Sarangheyoo~

Ps. There's contain some YUNJAE in my personal opinion
(my other half? Gesh, joongieah~ don't be so obvious XD)

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Current Location: my room
Current Mood: melancholymelancholy
Current Music: Tea for two - thsk
11 July 2009 @ 07:29 pm
Gyaaaa.. after my crazy 5 days at thailand with my two best friends (it's the first time we go on holiday together, it's so hard to convince  our parents to agree.. not mine tough.. sometimes I wonder the difference between too trusting and basicaly just to ignorant -_-" either way I love my parents ;p) I still felt the europhia of the Mirotic Concert..
Can you believe it? We only a few meters away from them >0<
(see how close is it??)

sadly we can't touch them but believe it or not, we had Angel Junsu smiling toward us >_________<
*die and goes to dolphin island*

The funny thing is, none of us really a big fans of Junsu, but ever since he smiled so cutely and gave us amused staring so openly, his face pop us in our head for entire night, and a few days after that  -____-"
(I'm so sorry Jaejoong-oppa, I didn't mean to betray you T^T blame that duckbutt for being too cute)

And the reason why he gave us that look? Well.. thanks to my 'genius' idea to make a T-shirt with a phrase "IF YOU'RE TVXQ I'M SINGLE"  ^o^ hohohoho well I dunno wheter he really directed that amused stare to us, at first it was me who realize his stare during the Xiahtic, but later my best friends said that during tonight he keep glance toward our direction. He is standing really close to our sitting place during Tonight, besides around us that time a lot of Junsu fans bring a dolphin doll, it's hard to not notice us I guess, especially because our shirt has a white colour and other people around us using a red t-shirt.
This is our lucky T-Shirt :

I think next time, we're going to make the SINGLE bigger than the I'M.. -__-"

Oh and another factor, I think he took notice towards us because me and my friend who like Jaejoong used a lightning stick with a J shape
(for jaejoong acually, but the J is really stand out among the normal lightning stick, we managed to sneak them in XD) and my other friend who like Yunho used a star shape one, so it's quite outstanding though. Oh and during Xiahtic, Junsu doing it with Yochun >__< YOSU moment XD~ too bad not too many YUNJAE ...

Besides the lightning stick, I'm also managed to sneak in my camera ^_^v the security guard almost caught me during the recording of Jaejoong solo so... at the end of the video you can see I'm rushing to get the camera back into my bag. Thanks God he didn't took my camera, our seat is in the middle so it's a little bit hard to get through a mass of fangirls just to get my camera, besides I didn't use it again untill the show ended. One because I was afraid he went berserk and really took my camera and two, I can't enjoy the concert if I'm busy recording or taking pictures. Now I'm really thankful to all the fans who sacrifice their enjoyment to spare us the inside of every concert or event of our boys ^^
Here's the video that I recorded, a little bit shaking and a lot of screaming (including mine) so please if you want to post it anywhere else ask permission first ok!

Besides Junsu, we manage to make an eye contact with the rest of the members. I dunno whether we imagining things or not, but my friend said that Yochun seems like try to find us.. I think Junsu ask him the meaning of our shirt so Yochun try to see it in his own eyes? XD~

Yunho is totally soooo manly and charming.. No wonder he's the leader, he has this awesome and respectful aura, and he's really nice to fans, he is the one who always waving and smiling to fans since the beginning of the show. I think he's a bit thinner during the concert, he has a great body shape and for my perception, he's got a small waist just like Jaejoong O_o"

Yochun is really affectionate towards fans. My friend saw him kiss a hand of one of the very lucky fangirl.. thanks God I didn't see it, I think I will die of jealousy. And he has a romantic and gentleman aura around him, no wonder Jaejoong said he is a natural cassanova ^^ during the show, a fans throw a unique hat to the stage and Yochun use it, so cuteee >_< I should have throw something too~

Changminnie~ ahhhhh he's really a nuna breaker heart >_< he has a polite and charming cute way to make a girl go aigooo~ and melt under his stare. He's really polite and serious I think, but he's not losing his charm. Totally magnificent magnae I must say ^^ and he's so tall.. his leg is longer than I expected. He's bowing and smile cutely to our direction, he knows how to break a poor nuna heart doesn't he?

Jaejoong, my beloved and my last dreams that not yet come true
(*cough*my*cough*future*coughcough*husband*coughcough*), is really really totally loveable >o< he has this please-touch-and-caress-me-with-love aura around him that make a normal human being really hard to resist him >___< his shoulder is really board and bulky (I think he exercise alot) and his waist is small. I can see his upside down triangle body perfectly and his skin is soooo white O_O" I'm so JAE-lous, he's got a really pointy nose and a sexy please-attack-me aura around him. During the concert when he touched the fangirls hands (Gyaaaa I'm so so so so so jealous) the fans try to pull him off the stage (scary) and I think he got scared so he didn't touch the fangirls hands again after that, he used a yamaha stick to touch them. Too bad we didn't make a lot of eye contact with him, but I swear I briefly make an eye contact with him >___< *fly to Jaejoong heaven*

*tears~* T^T T^T T^T
Seriously, after I got tooo much eye contact and got that cute-amused-smile from him, his smile keep poppin like a bubble in my head -____-||| not only me, but my best friends also feel the same. He's really cute, too cute to be a guy, and tooo adorable in his own way >_< seriously, I feel like I'm betrayed Jaejoong if I write more about him -_-' so next rambling~

Anyway, my conclusion after I watch the concert is, it's so amazing that in less than 4 hours, we can fall in love not only in one member, but all of the member. The amazing thing about DBSK is, at first maybe you only like one member, but after some time, you cannot help to not love the other member equally. They have their own unique charm that fulfill every girl fantasy for an ideal boyfriend/lover/husband and even a normal friends. If you like DBSK, I suggest you to watch their concert live even though only once in your entire life than you will understand what I mean. After watch the concert, it's so hard to not to love all of the member, and even love them more. They're simply amazing, I really hope that everything that they show us are real, that they just a normal boy with amazing personality and fortunately have a talent that make them more special than other boys in our live. After all, they just a normal human, like us ^^
I'm so happy and feel really bless that I can watch the concert. The boys are amazing and I will never regret that I ever like them so much like this.



Current Location: my room
Current Mood: lovedloved
Current Music: Stand by U - Tohoshinki
02 April 2009 @ 11:39 pm
"What's in a name? That which we call a rose
By any other name would smell as sweet."

Romeo and Juliet (II, ii, 1-2)

The meaning behind city name...

C.H.I.N.A. -Come Here..... I Need Affection- Collapse )
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Current Location: my room
Current Mood: awakeawake
Current Music: Final Distance by Utada Hikaru
30 March 2009 @ 08:06 pm
Oh wow.. I'm really really amazed by all the Cassiopea who can revealed the secret behind the 4th Album of Tohoshinki, The Secret Code.
I think the boys have fun during the making of their 4th album because they make us, fans, guessing behind the meaning of their album. And since the secret itself turn out to be in one of the song that Jaejoong made (the arrangement), can I assume that he's the master mind behind all of this secret? So sneaky and cute at the same time.

Well.. go read and spread the secrets to all desperate fans out there! ^^


if you go into the blog linked above, there are two sound files (just press the gray box that says play).

The first one is the last 6 seconds(actually, 2:09~2:15) of the "Hidden Track 9096" (the CD information says there are 13 tracks in the 1st CD but there is actually a secret track at the very end that's about 2~3 minutes long, if I remember correctly). Here, Jaejoong mumbles something that we can't quite understand.

The second file is the last 6 seconds PLAYED BACKWARDS. And do you know what it says??!!!
He says in KOREAN, "A person like you is unable to hear what I'm saying (i.e. my story)" !!!! WOW 0_0;;;

Some people actually say it sounds like "You can't come into me," but one thing is clear: It's DEFINITELY Korean and anybody who speaks Korean can understand this. This comes from a native Korean speaker, trust me.
And the secret message in there is deep... I personally thinks what he said also means something but nobody has found that out yet.

Surprised?? Then you'll be in for a bigger shock.



There are random numbers in the pictures of their 4th album. They are the Secret Codes! Let's take a look at picture by picture

If you go to the link below, there are 5 pictures. Please refer to them as you read.

The Secret Codes in picture #1: 6 5 0 8 4

If you look at your cell phones, the numbers are as follows:
1 2 3
4 5 6
7 8 9
* 0 #

A [T] (for TVXQ) is made!

Secret Codes in picture #2: 3 1 0 2 5 8

1 2 3
4 5 6
7 8 9
* 0 #

Another T is formed.

But if you actually look at this 2nd picture closely, there is a number 7 above Yoochun's head. Thus should look like this:

1 2 3
4 5 6
7 8 9
* 0 #

It looks as if a [T] cannot be formed after all.


If you take a look at this picture #3, there is no 7
So you can see that TVXQ intended to make a [T] with those numbers after all.
Then why was there a number 7 added in a picture? We'll explain later why.

First, lets take a look at what the secret codes are line up in order:

-Secret codes in picture #4: 0 1 2 3 5 7 8
-Secret codes in picture #5: 0 4 5 6 8

If we put all those numbers together, they are:

0 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8

and you see that there are no 9 and 10?? Keep this in your mind as you read!!

Now, when we see those two types of secret codes, we can see that numbers 0, 5, 8 are used twice.

Lets combine these repeated numbers(0, 5, 8), with the unused numbers (9, 10). We have 0, 5, 8, 9, 10.

Putting the unused number 9 in front of 0 and 5, we can make the number 9095, the title of Jaejoong's song.

Then we have 8 and 10 left.
Let's use number 9 to 8, just as we did with other unused numbers. Add 8 with 9 and we have 17.
Now subtract the remaining number 10 from 17. We now have 7.
(Now the number 7 that was used in one picture but not in others came out!)

When we put together the results of the secret code, we have 7 and 9095.
7 9095. What do they mean together??

9095 is TRACK NO.7 in TVXQ's 4th album, The Secret Code!!!!!!

And look here:
[An officially released information on 9095]
A song which the title reflects the album title, The Secret Code

Simply amazing.... TVXQ are geniuses!!!XD "

Credits : jhhong86@GOE;SS
Codes cracked by: Korean Cassiopeia

Current Location: my room
Current Mood: impressedimpressed
Current Music: 9095 by Tohoshinki